regret
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Here we are about to step through the looking glass. Join me. Reflecting on the past 4 years I vacillate between anger, shame, regret and self loathing. I knew better. Every fiber of my being was telling me not to go down the rabbit hole and yet I did. 4 years and a 1/4 of…
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Before Crazy came into my life my life was routine. I was neither gleefully happy or wholy unhappy. I had distanced myself from my unhappy past. Interacting with family was limited to brief time periods and only in public locations. I was not going to be cornered, held hostage or gaslit any more. I had…
Chasing Crazy 