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Here we are about to step through the looking glass. Join me. Reflecting on the past 4 years I vacillate between anger, shame, regret and self loathing. I knew better. Every fiber of my being was telling me not to go down the rabbit hole and yet I did. 4 years and a 1/4 of…
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Before Crazy came into my life my life was routine. I was neither gleefully happy or wholy unhappy. I had distanced myself from my unhappy past. Interacting with family was limited to brief time periods and only in public locations. I was not going to be cornered, held hostage or gaslit any more. I had…
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Letters to Heaven My father was a quiet man. Deaf as a post he worked hard from the time he could walk, until the day he died 89 years later. He didn’t demand your attention but he changed the energy in the room. Renowned for his honesty and fairness, even when it was against his…
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Acceptance of rejection, allowing yourself space to grieve and moving on is all you can do
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In all relationships there should be compromise. Somehow there always seems to be a dominant and submissive partner. Being the person who believes what they are told and not what they see; I always believed relationships were a 50/50 proposition. Give and take – discussion and finding a middle ground, in a calm and rational…
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Is there Peace without Justice? Peace and justice are two terms that seem inextricably linked. I don’t remember a time that I didn’t believe they could exist independently. How does one find peace if they cannot have justice? We all know or perhaps are or have been the person who’s had to carry the weight…
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Hard times make us or break us. While I believe I have seen more than my fair share; I know there is always going to be someone with a sadder story, a darker past – someone who has lost more suffered more. Someone whose life and karma have never been fair to. How do we…
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To my 10’s of regular readers – I am sad to say I will be letting this site expire. I was convinced to give 2.78 this blog site address and as that person has blown up my businesses, taken away my last family ties – I am choosing to sweep up the sand of my…
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You never loved me. For you have never known me. I have been there your whole life. You have never known me, or chosen to see me. You loved the beautiful lies other people told about me. You loved the person I was happy to let others believe me to be. The person who people…
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I have returned from my personal silent retreat. I feel confident, and restored. I have found pieces of me I was sure I had lost forever. I found a voice I forgot I even had. I remember being confident, fully aware and satisfied with who I wasn’t and what my life plan was. I truly…
Chasing Crazy 