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Here we are about to step through the looking glass. Join me. Reflecting on the past 4 years I vacillate between anger, shame, regret and self loathing. I knew better. Every fiber of my being was telling me not to go down the rabbit hole and yet I did. 4 years and a 1/4 of…
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Before Crazy came into my life my life was routine. I was neither gleefully happy or wholy unhappy. I had distanced myself from my unhappy past. Interacting with family was limited to brief time periods and only in public locations. I was not going to be cornered, held hostage or gaslit any more. I had…
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The narrative discusses the struggles of helping a cousin overcome IV drug addiction while balancing family dynamics and personal well-being. The author reflects on their unexpected connection to drug dealers and the hardships faced during this challenging journey. Ultimately, it highlights the complexities of familial bonds and sacrifice, revealing deeper truths about support and vulnerability.
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Acceptance of rejection, allowing yourself space to grieve and moving on is all you can do
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Its been a minute since I have posted anything on this site. This site was going to be a victory page. A story about chasing crazy and winning. Its funny how we believe in our soul we can win every battle if we give it all we have. Its not true. Entering some battles is…
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Hard times make us or break us. While I believe I have seen more than my fair share; I know there is always going to be someone with a sadder story, a darker past – someone who has lost more suffered more. Someone whose life and karma have never been fair to. How do we…
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You never loved me. For you have never known me. I have been there your whole life. You have never known me, or chosen to see me. You loved the beautiful lies other people told about me. You loved the person I was happy to let others believe me to be. The person who people…
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I have returned from my personal silent retreat. I feel confident, and restored. I have found pieces of me I was sure I had lost forever. I found a voice I forgot I even had. I remember being confident, fully aware and satisfied with who I wasn’t and what my life plan was. I truly…
Chasing Crazy 